LIAR HO

2010-10-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

what the fuck is wrong with you man. when will you ever learn the fact that what your friend's have or do, you dun realy have to follow. how can you compare your friends family with you own family? your friends are way better off financially than your family and you know it.

you have never worked before, so obviously you do not know what the outside world is like. you ahve always been in this sheltered environment, you depend on others so heavily, yet you never listen to advice. once you get set on something you think that you are always right. in every argument you get yourself involve in, you always think you are right and twist the whole argument your way.

you never calm yourself down and listen to what others have to say or advice you on. your stubbornness will one day get you into real trouble if you continue to have the mindset that your friends are better than your family. but trust me, what you know about your friends may not be what they are really thinking.

2010-09-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

okay ppl, this is a combined post. and while im typing this, im like trying to not look at my keypad and type to see how well i can type without looking at the keypad. and im getting better and better at it!! wahaha!! okay. here are some post about my exams. firstly, marketing was okay i guess. i mean even though i walked out of the exam hall even before the time ends. i think whenever i have mental blocks during the paper, i just need to stand up and walk around, but the teachers will never allow that wont they? haha. which resulted in me forgetiing the answer for a part question which i could have scored. oh well.

this post is about poa. woo hoo!! i finally got that paper over and done with. no more poa for now!!!! damn happy sia. the paper was okay i guess, given that i could actually really do some of the questions in the front section as well as the back. haha. then its like, okay lor, maybe can pass and dun need take supp paper? i really hope i can dun take any supp paper for any module and then still get my aimed GPA of at least 3.0 first. if i can hit that target, woo hoo!! next target, 3.5!! haha!!

*you never did realised it, havent you?

2010-09-01T01:01:00.001-07:00

just had my econs paper done. great. screw econs man. i still hope that i cfan get my B+ though. screw econs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-31T05:24:00.000-07:00

met up with best, spens, doro, jh, zq, julia today to go back to phs for teacher's day celeb. i have to day the celeb was kinda cui lor. like seriously quite cui. not surprising though. lol. we agreed to meet outside phs at 8.15, but then me, doro and julia were late. hmms, met up with most of the teachers and alot of them said that me and julia slimmed down!! edmund choo even said julia bo jia beng!! LOL!! and then doro was like, wa lao!! i told you you slim down already!! haha, sorry doro!! you go put braces oso okay? then can slim down oso. lol! over all today was quite a okay meetup. missed my brothers loads. lol.

2010-08-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

i hate what is going on for me right now. its not the exams. its not the study stress. its the fact that i cant say what i truely feel.

2010-08-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

have not been blogging lately. in fact, i wont be blogging quite recently if not for julia's tag. LOL!! reasons why i have kinda stopped updating is mostly due to exams lor. freaking stressful ttm man i tell you. its like, exams are damn freaking near can!! in lets see, 6 more days!! argh!! and i only managed to finish like one module. GG already la. :(

2010-08-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

have not been blogging for the past few days lately. this 3 weeks is suppose to be my study break, which means i should be spending every minute of my life mugging like shit. however, i totally do not have the mood to study!! shit man, im like so dead la. sian. one thing to add to my sian list. he totally does not know how i feel for him. i even helped him with ideas for some stuff. dunno whether i should contonue feeling this way, or should i just recollect my feelings? once again, don't know, don't care, don't bother. i shall let nature take its course.

2010-07-31T02:43:00.000-07:00

got wayy tanner at archery training today!! woo hoo!! i know ppl are going to think that this is crazy, but i love being tanned!! haha!! anyway, monthly shoot score was not bad i guess. 507 after 2 rounds of 6 ends each. good job to all the other archers today too!!

2010-07-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

FML. really. to the max some more. today, i wanted to go print my report for my econs presentation. since SBM's printing shop is infected with virus, i went to SHS printing shop, thinking its all right. wa. fuck that shit la. SHS printing shop computer also tio virus!! last night i was still using my PERFECTLY FINE thumbdrive to do my ppt. the next morning, the minute i plugged in my thumbdrive into SHS printing shop computer, my thumbdrive crashed. i reached home later in the night, told my dad about it, hoping to get consolation, instead, all he said was "GIVE ME THE THUMBDRIVE, IN CASE YOU USE IT AND INFECT THE OTHER COMPUTERS AT HOME". FUCK LA!! ITS NOT AS IF I DUN HAVE A LAPTOP OF MY OWN RITE!! AND AS IF IM THAT DUMB? MY THUMBDRIVE ALREADY BECAME USELESS, HOW THE FUCK YOU EXPECT ME TO INFECT THE OTHER COMPS AT HOME!!! FUCK IT LA. DAMN PISSED OFF.

2010-07-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

just reached home from archery training today. today's training is ssoo not like usual trainings man. Coach made us all load, set, pre-draw and draw at the same time following his whistle timing. Totally could not get used to it because im damn used to own time own target, suddenly follow Coach timing and with quite a few people at the same time as well. But i still felt that today's training was good, coz it gave me the competition stress that the seniors faced before. all the best for me and the rest of the archery members during this sat's monthly shoot!!

2010-07-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

without words.

i don't know what to think, i don't know what to feel. all i know is that im becoming very different from what people perceive me as. during sec sch, people perceive me as the straightforward, speak-what-i-think person, tomboyish, do what i feel like doing. i was happy being me. however after poly, i begin to think feel that i dun act or behave the way i used to behave in sec sch.

ya, i know, people will tell me that its normal change after moving on from sec sch to poly. but that doesn't mean that my character and personality changes along with it rite? and then all those weird feelings and thinking comes. who am i really am?

2010-07-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

first update after so long. firstly, its a good thing that my blog is forgotten, coz now i can blog whatever i want without anyone knowing coz they dun bother to read my blog anymore. i dunno what the heck happen, but i just seem to misunderstand what people say. i shall only say as much on my blog, as its not really being privated. i always say i dun know the feeling. but do i really not know it, or am i just acting dumb?

2009-11-05T22:44:00.000-08:00

okay, i am back!!!!! lol. cant really say im back coz i, for 1, dun really update my blog often. but, now that o-levels are over, im gonna try and update my blog every now and then!! thats all for now though!!

2009-09-22T07:15:00.001-07:00

(cont from just now) and so for once, im gonna upload pictures, especially Bread's feet!!!

2009-09-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

wasn't suppose to make a comeback post so soon but Bread seriously drove me crazy. went to study with her thise past 2 days at changi airport. we went T2 yesterday and T3 today. oh my goodness. Bread lietreally drove me crazt with all the photo taking man. aks her dun take any photos of me, happily take like nobody's business. and so, after saying this, if you ppl find any photos tat has me and her inside, please note that I WAS FORCED to take those photos. majority of the photos of me were taken WITHOUT my knowledge and oso most of the photos consist of melody only. AND, DUN EVEN ASK ME WHY I WAS USING A HAIRBAND!!!!!!!!!! I ONLY WEAR A HAIRBAND OR PIN UP MY FRINGE ONLY WHEN IM STUDYING. WHICH IN THIS CASE I WAS STUDYING, HENCE THE HAIRBAND OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh, i seriously think im gonna crazy even before my o-levels. all right, thats all for today. haiz.

2009-08-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

okay everybody. just a little reminder, im going to disappear from the cyber world for quite some time. probably until ALL my exams are over. and that is LONG time. so, bye everybody!!

2009-08-07T07:23:00.000-07:00

great. i feel damn fcuking shitty. just told my dad about the PTC. on the surface he was like oh, okay. lets make it on this date. but the moment i turn over, i immediately heard his sigh. i really cant stand myself anymore. im gradually becoming the kind of people i hate most: people who are all talk and no action. im all talk about getting into marine course yet im not doing anything to let myself get into that course. im all talk about working hard and scoring better marks for prelim 2 and o levels but yet im not revising nor studying hard at all to get better grades. im now an all-talk-no-action kinda person. and i hate people like this most. i hate myself.

2009-08-07T03:46:00.000-07:00

current feeling: pissed off and disappointed
reason: today was suppose to be a happy day for Sister but somehow it was a screwed day for me
originally planned to watch Up WITH Sister today. ended up watching G.I. Joe instead(thanks to someone) with
spencer, sirbest, ken, darren, abby and stella. today was freaking screwed up for me. i know today was not
supposed to my day so im not going give a damn to those who think tat i should just shut up, nad stop ranting
about screwed today was.it will nor be so screwed if only everything went according to plan and not a single
change was made even though one of us didn't want to watch Up. once again, im really not gonna give a damn on
what comment will be given or said if this particular post puts you off. i was one of those who planned this
outing for Sister and i daresay that i planned it well coz i thought the last-min screw ups were not so bad.
i was wrong. totally wrong. in the end, we split groups and watch 2 different movies. fcuk today man.
summary: felt bad to Sister though. hope the rest of his day goes well. happy 17th birthday, Sister.

2009-07-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

great. in another dunno how many hours later, my sis is going to confirm whether she officially got H1N1 or not. yesterday she had fever reaching up to 39 deg. then today she started developing cough. and seriously la, i dunno what my dad is thinking man. he actually said dun need to see doctor again to confirm whether my sis really got H1N1 coz he 'WAS JUST TRYING TO SAVE A PENNY OR TWO'. like WTF la! really feel like telling my dad to' wake up, its your daughter tat might have H1N1 and here you are trying to save a penny or two?!' arrgh. so freaking angry and disappointed at my dad. dunno why la but recently i seriously have been having issues with my dad. how it started, when it started, i dunno how and i dunno why. i never fail to wonder wad happened to my relationship with my dad and i. wad cuased the strain? is it me? i dunno. i really dunno. i know my dad can feel it too, just tat he did not ackonwledge the fact or he was hoping the situation would change for the better. its mine too, but i just dunno how to go about it. i know i should start by changing my attitude towards my dad but i just cant seem to want to start and try to change it! maybe its those 'teenager rebelling thingy'? i dunno. i just wish i would get some answers, right here, right now.

2009-07-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

okay, here to blog again. past 2 days was a pathetic waste of time. why? coz we practically did nothing at school. okay if you consider checking paper and doing corrections for some questions doing work then we did work lor. but seriously, it was a really waste time. the whole class was like damn dead la!! the moment got free period only almost every one died. thse who survived saved their lives through talking. those who died, well, you know how they died. and given that almost everyone is feeling the stress now, the whole class just seem to have lost the spirit. i dunno how to say la but i just feel tat the class these few days really damn sian-looking. haiz. can only hope things will turn out better.

2009-07-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

finally blogger is back to its old self. blogger is really crazy man, a few days okay, a few days not okay. these few days blogger was messy!!! the whole page is haywire man. hmm, so here's a very compiled post. let's see, just finish prelims like around last week? the very last paper was add maths paper 2. thought it was more do-able than paper 1? i know i no hope to pass add maths but at least i think i got hope tat i wont fail until so jialat. maybe a 40+ fail grade? should be able to acheieve ba. havent been hanging out with close friends lately and guess what. im kinda having the feeling tat there's going to be a gap real soon and its gonna expand at a freaking rapid rate. have thought of this problem before, but somehow i just cant come up with a solution. going out may seem to be the solution but yet on the other hand its not. oh well. maybe i'll just let things happen naturally. no point thinking so much anyway. lol

oh!! and my family is totally raging war man. on what? on pigeons. stupid, weird, crazy, you name it. ever since my mum found out tat hust outside my house there were a few pigeons, she started trying to whack them like crazy. usage of sticks, spray water, using discs for relfection and even looking up the Net for ideas to scare away pigeons. damn funny seeing the way my mum react as if those pigeons owe her something their past lives. anyway, they finally resorted to writing a letter to the town council and demand tat they do something. i hope something's been done, coz my mum's constant battle with the pigeons is getting to me. so tats all ppl!!! bye!!

2009-07-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

*screams and grins with satisfaction!!* why? coz i watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went with Bread to cini to catch tat show. and because its a really nice show, nost of teh good seats were taken up, if you know wad i mean. so since i die die oso tml *which is today* settled for the side seats (to Bread: my neck is very de suan ah.......) you ppl should know wad i mean la hor. haha. ok, the movies is fantastic i tell you!! its freaking funny la, although not as funny as TFM2, but i laughed alot. and i cant believe Bread slept during the show!! okay, she never sleep alot la but she still slept!! such a nice show and she slept!! with me watching with her some more. hah, then the first few minutes still bug me like dunno wad like tat. haiya. lol. actuallly i was kinda disappointed la. coz i rmb a lot from the book but quite a handful never come out in the movie. maybe because like tat already very long if they add mroe details will be an even longer show. but oh well. overall, im still happy!!!!!!!! haha!!!!!!!!!good show to catch and spend the weekend with!!!

2009-07-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

what the heck. i just opened my email, saw 1 message in there, opened it, and saw that it was form Tagged. Stupid thing. shouldn't have signed up for it. my mood totally went down when i saw that it was not from the DPA thingy. stupid piece of shit. =(

2009-07-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

here's a combined post. had chem yesterday, and i thought that the paper was okay? not bad though, expected it to be a killer paper,(not that i will ace it if its a killer paper) but coz its prelims and stuff i thought the teachers would take the chacne to 'kill' us. lol. just kidding though. then had physics and geog papers today. one word: die. why? coz it was tough. geog was totally tough for me. iwas staring at the paper and going 'what the heck?!' and when its time for physics, i kinad started of well, but as the questions proceeded, i could feel myself dying. really dying. the physics paper was freaking tought la!!! seriously!!! i could totally feel my brain cells crying out for help. julia, melo, cling and shernet, i think mr ng is gonna eat us for breakfast, lunch and dinner and still not full. he's serioudly gonna kill us man. no mercy at all. and guess what. tml is add maths!!! another sure die paper. wa lao. just how many killer papers do i have man. haiz. no choice. must study, die die also must study. so im cutting away from the computer for....tonight? haha. bye ppl!!

2009-07-13T04:33:00.000-07:00

just got back from a kinda productive study session with Bread? hmm. anyway met Bread at j8 today at around 1 then we headed to the Bishan CC to study Chem. Kinda productive, i would say, but notice i did not say it was very productive. only kinda. haha you get wad i mean. not bad ba, learnt about some stuff and we shared some stuff as well. ok, gotta go get some real studying.

2009-07-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

okay...here to blog again. school reopened 3 days ago, then i stil kinda have problems fitting in? first day still okay, very energetic, looking forward. but after tat literally felt like dying la wa lao. so, had chinese oral 2 days ago and my topic was on whether students should be friends with teachers. i think i answered okay la, tbu i felt as if i could say much more yet i never say. now abit regret? but too late for regrets i guess. had submiited my DPA not too long ago. i rmb last time me and sirbest were saying i dun want end up in the same poly as him, (he knows why) but in the end, we ended up applying for the same poly!! but diff course off course. apply same course i dun need survive liao loh. haha. really hope i can get shortlisted and tehn go for the interveiw and then secure my place in a poly and especially the poly and course tat i really want to be in. hope all goes well!!

2009-07-01T08:36:00.000-07:00

just got back from transformers not too long ago. went to watch it at cineleisure with abby, sirbest, spencer, kenneth and timothy. super awesome cool show. funny as well. laughed liked hell man. i repeat, its a super awesome cool show. those who are thinking of wad movie to watch during the weekends or smth, i strongly recommend transformers 2. its definitely worth your money. seriosly. anyway, came back and had to print some homework. im seriously pissed with my printer and comp man. so irritatated with it la wth. stupid printe. stupid computer. spoil my mood like crap. arrhg. wadever man. the main thing here is, ppl!!1 go watch transformers 2!!! its a hell of a good show.

2009-06-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

RIP, King of PoP, aka Micheal Jackson. actually last time i kinda like him wan. i like the songs beat it, billy jean, thriller, you are not alone and heal the world. he really should not have bleached himself white. he looks nice in his skin colour!!! and his nose oso not tat bad wad. wad for go do plastic on his nose. anyway, his death was kinda sudden, i think. anyway, RIP to him.

2009-06-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

hi ppl!! this is the first time im blogging immedaitely after something. woke up at like 12.30 today and the moment i om my phone, messeges from spencer, sirbest and abby started pouring in, saying tat they not coming over my house today instead we going over abby's dad house to study. after a little studying, we helped with the packaging of some feedback form for abby's dad then we headed to woodlands to watch transformer. but we all came back disappointed. why? coz al the tickets were sold out for the timing tat we wanted to catch!!!! so me, sirbest, spencer and kenneth went to the food court to eat our dinner. all of us literally ate exra helping coz we were really hungry. sirbest, spencer and kenneth ate from the same stall and all 3 of them ate extra bowl of rice while i asked for extra noodle. we were all disappointed and hungry and little angry perhaps? dunno. anyway, today was still kinda fun la. haha. tats about it. bye!!

2009-06-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

okay...here to blog again. actaully i dunno wad to blog abt leh...anyway i just started add mahts tuition, hope i can pass my add mahts in my o level. just before blogging my sis asked me if i learnt logs already or not. wa, i damn noob la, i told her i learn liao, this year learn but i forgot everything le. so you all can imagine wad happen to my sec and sec 4 knowledge of add maths. (oops, abit not good to sae hor) anyway, tml going study wiht sharlyn at bishan library with ms chua. hope by prelim i really can rmb majority of my stuff, (which i know its kinda impposible). no matter wad, ppl. please really "enjoy" the remaining 2 wks of holiday. its going to go by in the blink of an eye. enjoy while you still can. =(

2009-06-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

hmm...back to post or blog again. today went to eat lunch with cling at bishan mos burger. while eating halfway, some random lady came by and ask us to help her chop her place. after tat damn funny sia. alot of ppl came by and each time they were about to sit down, we have to ask them to leave because the place is already booked by the random lady tat ask us help her chop her seat. damn funny la. we were like excuse me-ing all the way until the lady came back form buying her food. lol. i find just kinda ridicules la. one more weird thing. these few days when i went to take mrt to school, i saw many kinds of really kan jiong ppl tat want to take mrt. these few days there were alot of testing trains ma, then i dunno why these ppl have no common sense to think tat trains tat are too empty and are dark are trains tat are not for boarding. i dunno why these ppl have too queue all the way in front of teh door to wait to go into a train ata will not open at all. stupid right? lol.

2009-06-04T04:43:00.000-07:00

hmm...not a bad day though. went with doro, julia, shi hui, braden, yuan yi, men shu to eat and watch movie. we caught the show monsters vs aliens/ today was suppose to watch movie with jocelyn and doro. however, i found out that jocelyn called wen min to come as well. jocelyn, if you happen to read my blog smth, i just want to tell you that i jsut dun really click well with wen min tahts why i dun want her to come along. i dun want to have a case where to go with you and wen min and doro and then im the only one not clicking with the group and i also dun want to be the 'spoiler of the day'. tahts all i have to say.

2009-06-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

okay, another new update. hmm, went with cling to The Heeren today, which she promised not to bring me around in circles and she also promised that she will buy whatever she want at the shop and get out immediately. but we ended up going to almost every bag shop there is there looking for 'alternatives'. then inthe end her 'alternatives' did her no good because she went to buy the thing at the shop that she originally promised me to go ONLY. and i got my revenge by embarassing her!! in front of this kind-of handsome guy. cling, read this!!! "you wanted to ask something, right?" haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

!!!!!!!!!

WHY THE FUCK AM I SO SCREWED UP??!!

2009-05-12T07:01:00.000-07:00

God, i cant believe this is happening to me, man. like seriously? i know im far too outspoken and straight forward for a girl and its this trait that will definitely get me into gang trouble one day, but this had proven too much for me. people around me don't know me, much less i do know myself. first is getting slammed at on other people's msn PM's and then what? getting ostracized? i always think im o-k-a-y with the people i hang out with, but im i really fine with them? for a long time i've been searching or should i say trying to really find a friend in which i can totally pour out what i really think to them without getting 'model answers'. sometimes i really feel as if i don't belng either with this group or the other. sometimes i wish people will just tell me to shut up in my face, but on the other hand, i will ten to feel embarrased. sometimes i wish people will feel afraid of me in 'the' good way, but deep down i know they just cant be bothered to continue the conversation with me. is emo teh real me? is what i am now the real me? i really cannot tell. someone please tell me what i really am straight in my face?

2009-04-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

hmm, lets see. when to sirbest house wiht kenneth and spencer today. cling didn't want to go so ended up only i went. and i must clarify 1 thing!!! i not angry or anything went cling said she not going!!! really im not!!! anyway, intro-ed them a super hot pianist by the name of Maksim Mrvica. he's good man!!! if you all go youtube and search Maksim plays original of lfight of the bumble bee you ppl will be shocked at how good he is man!! super good!! and he is hot as in real hot. my sis showed me some photos of him in a photoshoot. he's super photogenic sia!!! he's a cool and look like an emo-kia which has excellent piano playing skills. i salute him man. went home at around 9+

2009-04-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

okay, lets see. stayed in school today after chem time test. chem time test today was totally horrible coz i really have no idea wad im doing. dun even know wad the question talking about sia. anyway, i died after a while tat the paper commenced. and it was only after the entire paper tat i realised melody was missing. turned out tat she went home at idk when. lol!!! stayed in school to finish up add maths hmoework when home around 7 like tat. hmm, tahts abt all. bye ppl!!!

2009-04-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

first time im updating my blog immediately after and event. yup, today's event was pop. it was superb man!!! really fun. today we had rehearsal at 3, where we all wore the pop shirt to rehearse. then sirbest had to take over glenden for a while as pc coz glenden got the mdm lee thingy. finally after quite some time the actual parade started and the sun was super HOT!!! the entire colour party was facing the sun and it was like super hard to open our eyes la!!! anyway, everything was great except some parts where glenden had a few slipped ups coz he was to stressed up to think properly i think. he wasn;t like tat during rehearsals. anyway, good job glenden!! next was the throwing of barrack thingy. the rest of the ug threw their barrack and gb threw glove. then was the dinner. we watch video presentations done by the various juniors to their seniors then we were treated like VIPS coz we were served our food. after the entire thing we all went to watch 17 again at j8. this year's pop for me was the best man. cling, can send me all the pics that i took that is in your camera? thanks.

2009-04-22T04:23:00.000-07:00

happy bdae mummy!!! hmm, was supposed to go out adn eat dinner at 5 today at some restaurant but then it got cancelled coz the stupiod restaurant fully booked. so in the end its just my dad and my mum that went out to eat like usual. =) haha. anyway, my dad called a while later and ask me to go buy cake form my mum so i went to my house market and bought a blackforest classic for my mum. hope she likes it though. school todya was fun, was supposed to hang around after sch with cling they all but then bcoz of mum's bdae celebration i went home early. sad. lol. tml we all teh sec4e and 5n going to watch our sch play against ccss. hope we win. all the best to phs bball!!!

2009-04-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

okay people, im here to blog about my birthday which is like, so long ago. its on the 29 of march. that day was enrolment service as well. the group, cling, sirbest, doro, i think, they decided to plan a surprise celebration for my bdae. so i was told to go home after enrolment and bathe and'wait for instructions'. but i did not relaly do that la, i went to eat with laura they all. so so qiao, on my way home spencer called to check on where i was. then the moment i reached home, i saw the 8/9 of them ouside my house door waiting for me. lol!!! anyway, to keep to long story short, its really was the best birthday celebratiob i ever had la. thanks you guys!!!

2009-03-21T19:51:00.000-07:00

just got back from drill comp ytd. those who are reading, dun ask about teh results. you all will know when we announce to the school but it wont be on monday. ***** the entire trip back from nee soon camp all the way to school. everyone form my senior team was blaming themselves when that should not. it was my fault for not leading them well, my fault for not shouting nearer to them so that they can hear my command. i was really heartbroken when i saw them blaming themselves for the mistakes that they did and even more heartbroken to see them coming to me and apologising to me for not doing a good job. to all my senior team people: i have never been so proud of all of you before. although i know that during training there were times where you all gave super good bangs, but that time in the hall of nee soon camp was the best bang and best pd perfornance that you all put up. jus tto let you all know, when you all just came into the parade square, your 'sha qi' impressed everyone. many other people from other companies were 'wowed' by your performance. even our own people were impressed by your 'pandan'. the jerk was so nice!!!! its was your best 'pandan' ever. rachel, su qi, winnie, denise, min wei, Cher, sarah, pui ying, jasmine, shu min, joey, joy, kassandra, Tan and leandra. please do not blame yourselves for wad happened on sat. you all did your best and that is wad matters to me the most. continue to strive hard for gb okay?

2009-03-17T06:30:00.000-07:00

here to update something that i should have updated 4 days ago. anyway, 4 days ago, on the 13 of march, we had DE. then for DE all must wear formal ma, so for the girls this means wearing dresses and stuff which is wad i HATE the most. and then to make thigns worse, sirbest, JH, don, nick they all have to keep saying they are looking forward to DE coz they want see me in dress. im like, wa lao!! i get the whole point la, no need to keep saying ma. then on that day, after we came back form nyp to change into our DE stuff, i changed with cling at the 2nd floor toilet. damn suay la. i thought the 'staring' will be made at the canteen only leh. then hor, when marilyn and shareen (who were in the same toilet as me) said that JH was outside, i stupidly went out to check IN MY DRESS!! stupidest mistake i ever made. anyway, the moment i was at the canteen and everyone saw me in my dress including my senior team ppl, they were like saying i look nice and stuff la. but to tell you all the truth, only esther felt wad i felt. uncomfortable or maybe weird is a better word. another interesting thing is that, im stioll too chor lor that by the time i walked from safra to the mrt station, the rubber thingy at the bottom of my heels were frictioned off. pro rite. ppl wear heels i oso wear, but im the only 1 that wear until the rubber thingy of the heels werew frictioned off. lol. so, thats it!! and of my most recent and kinda hot topic update.

2009-02-24T04:20:00.001-08:00

to all senior team members who happen to come across my blog.
there is training on the 28 of feb. please remember what you all have trained for so far, and make sure you all remember all your pd steps. i will definitely kill all of you if any one of you dare to forget your pd steps. i will really get very angry if i see not serious attitudes in the team. okay. enough if seriousness. as you all know, the competition is on teh 21 of march, impromptu and pd together. i hope you all will do your very best and achieve what all of you set out to achieve as a team. jia you!!!!!

2008-12-20T21:32:00.000-08:00

forgot to add in something. had to rush back from the airport immediately after i touched down to school to get my n level results. i was hoping for a 7 as that was my aim. but then, i got 5 points!!1 that calls for a celebration. and then the idiot esther tried to bluff me by saying that she fail her n level. esther koh, next time you want to lie to me please rmb to take lying lessons from me. you can bluff the whole world that you fail but you cant bluff me. if i dun force you to show me your results slip i see how long you can bluff me. so moral of your stupid story is take lying lessons from me in the future.

2008-12-20T20:40:00.000-08:00

okay, finally back from cambodia. had a lot of fun there, did not regret going. i think i need the hand book to let's say, give the detail of the trip? but anyway, i still rmb most of it though. there was the ox carts, pony carts, er...motor lorry and many more la...maybe i will update when i get back the hand book and more memories flood my mind. (that will be i dunno how long later)

2008-12-10T18:58:00.000-08:00

going to cambodia from 13 dec to 18 dec. hope its going to be fun. just got back from a primary 6 class gathering not long ago, at jun he's house. his house is really kinda big as it can house like around 20 of us? met up with some of them at amk hub then bussed down to his house. did wad most gatherings are like, for example talk the whole entire night, caught up with one another abt our lives now, wad we doing, how's school and stuff. and i learnt 1 new card game!! its called memory(i think). basically its talking through the whole night. oh!! i realise 1 thing. 6C still like last time like tat, there is still a bridge or wall between the girls and guys. haha!!! but i think that wall or bridge got 'taken away' as we talked through the whole night. sorry to jun he's grandma and parents for putting up with our noise level!!!

2008-12-06T22:25:00.000-08:00

if you reading, then give jia jia a call. she come back from taiwan liao. today just come back only. msg oso can ba

2008-12-05T06:37:00.000-08:00

here to blog nothing out of nothing. lol. anyway, let me just talk abit abt the sleeping bag thingy. today, just a few minutes before i was abt to open my foor and go for chinese tuition, some anonymous person pressed my doorbell. then when i went to open the door, i saw nobody. instead, i saw a plastic bag the my doorstep. guess wad. inside the plastic bag was the sleeping bag that my new maid dropped!! the person that returned the sleeping bag is somehow the person who found it or picked it up rite? then the funny thing is why did this particular person only returned it after like around 2 days and not immediatly? funny rite. up coming events for me is a p6 gathering on 8 dec, then busy with cambodia prep and stuff. flying off to cambodia on the 18 with gb 5th coy. oh, i oso have to get busy with the 4D class gathering stuff. busy liao hell man. lol.

2008-12-03T04:45:00.000-08:00

went to TTSH today for my injection. i had 3 jabs in a row, namely hep A, influenza and typhoid. 2 of them were on my left arm, the other on my right. i cant rmb which was on the left which was on the right la. wasn't really paying attention. after that, went to plaza sing to look for sirbest, spencer and kenneth. i think we 3 spedn almost the whole day at plaza sing rotting. the 3 of them were looking at figurines when i went to join them, then after that we went to the music lvl. the 3 of them wen to look at drums and guitars and as usual, i went to look at pianos. after that they accompany me to mc's coz i havent eat yet. at around i think 4+5 i told them i meeting my mum for dinner at amk so we all decided to go amk to have dinner. then after dinner, my mum told me smth that totally made me damn pissed. this new maid of mine, actually lost my sleeping bag. and if its the other sleeping bag(i have 2), i dun mind leh. BUT SHE LOST THE ONE THAT I LIKED THE MOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn pissed off with her la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dunno how she hang the sleeping bag want leh. then drop already nvm. common sense should tell her to ask my sis to keep watch at the sleeping bag in case other ppl take while she faster go down and pick it up. SHE HAS TO WAIT UNTIL MY GRANDMA COMES OUT OF HER SHOWER!!! AND MY GRANDMA IS SO FREAKIN' OLD, SHOWERING WILL OF COURSE TAKE A LONG TIME LA!!! SO BY THE TIME THE SLEEPING BAG IS GONE!!!!!!!!!! damn pissed la!!! cant stand her la.

2008-12-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

newest post: just back from a 3 day 2 night camp. im all black all over and burnt all over. and then i was all black all over in just 1 day man!!! today morning to afternoon i was red and burnt, then after that i was black in the night. like so fast la!!!! then my face still burnt and pain. my sides got the specs tan-line, then my nose oso got the specs thingy!!! the back of my neck oso very pain la...
anyway, the whole camp was generally okay, with some cock-ups here and there, some last min plannings at the logs side(logs team: good job on the lunch and tea breaks and dinner although its during the last min!!). anyway, i had a chance to practice shouting my command using my diaphragm. its a torture man. those of your who keep saying my voice very loud ah, you all any how sae the lor. i totally cant shout at all la!! everytime i try to shout i ended up using my throat which is so-called wrong coz if i use my throat i cannot project my voice further and loudy. super tired after the whole camp. now i know that being a commander is not easy, the level of responsibility is much higher and the level of stress is higher and more then the girls are experiencing. i lazy to type out the events of the entire drill camp so i shall just conclude. i learnt alot of how to be a good commander, besides being able to command well, i must oso look into the welfare of the girls. anyway i gan chu duo duo la. to me its kinda of a learning drill camp for me. haha!

2008-11-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

okay...newest update
ok, so im being appointed as the senior team commander for drill com nest year. really very ironic leh. last time rite, i always hope that im given a chance to be commander. then now my chance came i fan er very scared and i totally not confident at all. take today for eg. met up with janet and wen yan to plan CD steps. out of the whole song rite, 99.99999999999999% is janet and wen yan plan de. my only contribution was the arrow formation. i really very not confident i can lead the team and get at least a gold or maintain silver. although janet kept assuring me, but i still dun feel secure and safe and CONFIDENT that i can do well and prive myself right. really hope that i can get gold, better yet shield.

anyway, went song-hunting with janet i think ytd? first we went to citylink's HMV. i tell you ah, the customer service there SUCKS BIG TIME. firstly, the ppl there already not good looking. got ppl worse then jw some more. ask them help me find songs or albums like ask them go die like that. so damn unwilling la!!!!!!!!!! can t stand it la. finally we cannot take it le. went to cineleisure HMV. the customer service there is MUCH BETTER then citylink's. the ppl there are much more friendly and they are WILLING TO SERVE. ppl ah, next time want go HMV go cineleisure. DON'T GO CITYLINK.

2008-10-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

first updated post since the prelim post. hmm...went out with esther yesterday to suntec to watch pained skin. the movie was kinda nice but im telling you, i almost froze to death, and so did esther. but she was in a worser state then me coz she was wearing some tube dress or some long tube shirt or wadever its called. serves her right. haha. ehh, met her at j8. the agreed time was 11, but someone came at 11.30. here's the funny part. esther messaged me saying that she woke up late, and asked me not to go out first. but guess what, my hand was already on the doorknob when the message came in. so qiao rite? i was so tempted to reply saying that i was already at j8 waiting but decided not. lol. and with that, esther koh kept me waiting for half an hour.

i actually quite like painted skin coz of the storyline and maybe some of the actors and actresses? lucky the show has a somewhat happy ending with the 'bad guys' exterminated. lol. while waiting to go into the movie hall esther and i were looking at the advertisements of the other upcoming shows, for example HSM3. both agreed that we will catch the movie when it comes out. seems nice, so its parobaly worth my money? haha...had quite a fun time yesterday. oh by the way esther, the next time i catch you taking shots of me on your phone, i swear you will not get your phone back. and i actually meant that if i found out that my Korean boyfriend had plastic surgery, i will ditch him coz i cant stand ppl with fake faces, AS WELL AS FAKE RELIGIONS.

2008-08-13T22:48:00.000-07:00

yay!!! prelims over le!!! but den de reality is that left abt 3 weeks like dat to de actual n-lvl le...say not scared is bluff ppl de...but den sae scared oso like not very scared until like dunno wad...hmm...so i think de best solution is that i shall have to do my best for de n-lvl ba...left not much time for me to idle le.

2008-08-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

i love Forensic Heroes!!! its a canto show btw...hmm...after watching the show i think im gonna try to get myself in that job. 'We will find out the truth by means of science' quoted from the drama. its a nice show!!!! haha....lol....random post

2008-08-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

today was a damn unlucky day for esther. dun wanna elaborate much on wad happened. anyway, esther this is for you:

i know you are very unhappy on wad happened today, de voided papers and de ez-link card thing. all these incidents made you lost your motivation to study. although you lost marks fot 2 full papers, but you still have your other papers to try and gain marks here and there. now that you dun have to report to school tml, please study for your POA. study for it like you studied for your SS. prove to yourself and to those people that your POA is can pass de. if you're not doing it for yourself at least do it for me and for the people around you that sincerely care for you. please don't think that i will feel happy seeing you like this. (touch wood), i wont feel happy graduating without you. our n-level is coming and soon, real soon. please strive hard. i will be there if you need your Liar.

2008-07-29T04:04:00.000-07:00

to anyone who happen to pass by my blog and saw de tag board and noe de person by the name of God, please tell me. de type of ppl i dun like is tag other ppl blog with some stupid random name and den wen de tag is replied, the person shuts up. so please tell me who it is if anyone noes. dun worry, im not going to do anything nor do i have the power to do so. i just wanna noe who is the idiot.

anyway, sch as usual, and i suddenly realise that i really should get my nose in my books. prelim left few days nia den n-level liao. if i want at least a 7 for de best 3 sub, i better start studying liao. its getting more urgent man.

2008-07-25T04:39:00.001-07:00

here is a brief update on wad happened to my life recently.
just went through chinese oral. was kinda easy and i could read all de words in de passage but de convo like abit werid leh...cozz its talking abt good points and ur attributes i think. de questions are something like wat are your friends around you attributes, wad are your own attributes and how can your family 发挥 your attributes. sounds easy but really kinda hard to elaborate la, i find. but overal okay, not bad. oh, and i have to thank my sis for wishing me gd luck. as de saying goes, you tell someone to 'break a leg' wen you wanna wish dem gd luck in some stuff, and dats wad my sis did. she BROKE A LEG for me. get it? break a leg. but she REALLY did break her leg. is her left leg. she was playing some ball games wen she fell wen someone pushed her down from the back. lol. oh i oso left my phone in de classroom and oni realised it wen i was in de bus on de way home. so i going to thank glenden, meng chao, jian yi, clarice for like entertaining me wen i made all those calls to dem. thanks!!!

2008-07-10T01:51:00.000-07:00

currently at Gu-kee's house blogging. today's lament will be about the oral examiner that took our group. why? coz both our exanimer kept cutting us the whole time we were trying to describe the picture. for me right, the exanimer started me off with the starting question den i sae wad i think the picture look like la, den hor, de indian exanimer cut in!!!! and her first cut-in question was wad i just siad JUST before she asked me the question. dumb rite!!! i got the indian examiner den julia got the chinese examiner. idiot la...i sae until to shuang she go cut me, 3 times some more. julia oso same fate. sad rite? oh, mr leow oso same fate. dey really take turn to cut ppl man. wad de hell la...den convo dey ask 5 question la!!! im like, so many for wad!!!! btw, both me and julia forgotten wad are the 5 questions so dun bother asking. aiya, bottom line is i DUN like de examiner. Oh!!! the chinese examiner asked me to raise my volume!!!!!!!!!!!! to all those who know me: since when is my voice volume soft until must some one ask me speak louder? im like shocked!!! ok wadever. end of lament. i just hope that the examiner better give me my 30+ marks man. otherwise i 不甘心 la.

2008-07-05T02:40:00.000-07:00

today i suppose to meet laura at like 12+ for the PBB results. but den i was thinkin, since i going school, might as well i go sch early and pop by for the meeting. so i wen for the meeting lor. reach school at around 9 like dat. nth much la...just see them get badge and stuff. whoa de sec1s really very cute la. as them salute like ask them wipe sweat off their forehead like that. damn cute can!!! and sarah tan even congratulate de officer who gave her the bagde. lol!!! maybe coz they still sec1 dunno much things yet today's gadbe giving session damn funny. after that they had drill i think. since i nth do, i help teach a little bit of drill. not de commands and stuff la, but more of how to look smart and take dressing from other's without making it too obvious. den after that we had devotion. after de whole meeting, went to causeway swensen to eat lunch with laura, jocelyn, wen yan and janet. over lunch, laure told me my result for the camp. I PASS!!!! im freaking happy la!!! my hard work finally paid off. seriously la, i really benefited from this camp, it certainly had taught me alot of things. (hey...please dun feel put off by my words, but i felt that you really did well. hope that you wont give up totally. all the best)

2008-07-02T04:15:00.000-07:00

DAMNATION!!! bloody hell la...practically scrwed my aural. de examiner told me to sight-sing. den he said i've got some time to sight-sing the thingy, wad de heck man, his some time relaly very some time la...damn short la!! i not enough time finish de whole thing!!! and my singing de upper part from melody suck so badly i think none of my pitches were right...damn it. wel, although my pieces suddenly become such a far cry from my normal practices, but i think still ok la...maybe a pass? hope de ang moh examiner will 高抬贵手 and let me at least get a merit. *keeps my fingers crossed for good luck!!!*

2008-06-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

i think im so dead la. i now very well that either mon or tues is my O-level prelim and yet i not stdying at all man...by right, i confirm chiong like mad de but den dunno why now not even studying leh...see? still got time go read other ppl blog, update my own, go msn stare at who on9 and all sorts of nonsense except studying maths. just now, i told myself on com go mr tan mlg dl maths paper 1 and do. after dat where i wander off to? everywhere except mr tan mlg. haiz...can some1 wake me up? but not after september please. coz sep is N-level.

2008-06-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

i really feel like disappearing forever. i feel so bad towards dad. he tried to open up to me but i keep pushing him away. he meant for my own good but i always made sure he shut up. he wanted to know more about my tuition environment but i made sure he made me embarrased. sometimes i really wish my dad treated me as rubbish, but he is always so kind and so...i dunno la!!! i suck. i seriously do. i love my dad. i dun wanna do this to him. but i xcant seem to put my fucking pride down!!!!!!! how i wish God would put a lightning bolt right into my heart. i dun even know wad my existence is for. fuck.

2008-06-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

if you ppl reading my blog adn find that my blog is very unorganised, i apologise coz i dunno how to organise my stuff. lets see...i think im gonna try and recall wad happen during PBB then write dem here.
Day 1
reported in full-u at 7++ at GBHQ with jocelyn...cabbed with her to HQ. at first she told me take tasi only 10 mins, i didn't believe her coz im like we bishan kiang leh, kovan so far, how can 10 mins reach. but den i was wring...a while later reach liao!! end up we very early reach there. wenmin couldn't come coz she halfway sick so oni 3 came from 5th coy. after that we all went up to the hall to sit with our group ppl for the camp. im in humility(humility rocks)!!! ok, during the some free time in between i talked to the ppl in de grp and got to know them...surprisingly after a while only my group became bonded le..dunno why oso...hello here hello there den bond liao. lol. after that we had group planning. in PBB, the camp is runned byus. we were only given like 1 hr or so so plan the things we had to plan. den we are assesed by how we plan how we lead the programme and planning. my group had to plan day 1 games, day 2 breakfst, day 3 energizer and last day lunch. de officers damn not happy with this yr breakfast compared to last yr. last yr got mayo egg sia!!! this yr de officers had to DIY so they were disappointed. sad. my grp bonded kinda fast though...talk a while nia den we like 10-yr friend liao. haha!!! miss all of them sia.
anyway, had BK test on de first day and all 3 of us PASS!!! laura was proud of us.(i think) sad thing is first night oni tio punishment liao. lol. punishment was to stand in senandiry position for 10 mins. i was like counting de number of cars passing to keep myself steady sia.

i give up la. lazy type out all de details. anyway, if any1 wants to noe can come ask me verbally. 4 days too much to write le. hee hee

2008-06-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

i miss dawn's crankyness.
i miss pei ling's OMM CHI CHI!!
i miss shi hui's ABC(agape bimbo club)
i miss sabrina's roll-her-eyes kind of look
i miss jazzlyn's innocence and accompany
i miss shirleen's bubblyness
i miss giselle's participation
I MISS EVERYONE FROM PBB HUMILITY'08!!!!!!!!!!!
hope july comes faster so that i can look forward to seeing all of us get out brooch(i hope)
looking forward to a humility group outing!!
always keep in touch!

2008-06-16T00:43:00.000-07:00

LUCKY: Look Up Christ Knows You
an acronym by Ms Jenny Gan. man, i miss PBB'08. i miss Humility. i miss everyone in the group.
anyway, last night after coming home from PBB i was seriously half dead. super tired la wa liao. coz saturday i slept at 1 in de morning and woke up at like 6 afterwards. reason bring everyone was being punished. my group got extra ounishment coz we abandon each other. but its ok coz we are a group and no one should bear grudges against each other. so in de end we slept at 1 woke up at 6. and i went home on sunday at abt 7+ and went to bed at 9.30 and ended up waking up at 12.30 on monday which is today. first time i wake up so late sia!! im so gonna miss this PBB camp and group Humility!!

2008-06-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

omg!! indiana jones and the kindom of skulls is nice to watch!!! (psst:de best part is i watched it for free.) hee hee. anyway, watched it with my parents and youngest sis coz youger sis in camp and she watched it already. damn nice la the show. i dun really quite understand de beginnning thought. it was some kiddos tryin to race some army guys or smth. never pay much attention to dat part. but de later part of de movie was nice. action yet funny at de same time. i dunno why la but i think de lead actor kinda familiar leh, forgotten wad movie i saw him in before. lead actor's name is Harisson Ford i think. cant' really rmb. cool show man. those who havent watch and wondering wad movie to catch, go try Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crsytal Skull.

2008-06-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

okay, i just realise im a very heartless person.
Reason: these few days my sis was wathing Stairway to Heaven. She was crying like mad coz the dumb show is super NOT touching yet she cry until the whole dustbin full of tisse paper. damn waste tissue la. i joined her here and there and i seriously dun think de show i sad. main point is the dhow is SO NOT TOUCHING at all.

2008-05-31T23:20:00.000-07:00

can anyone tell me whether plastic sinks or float in water?
the answer is that plastic floats rite?
BUT MY DAD SAYS THAT PLASTIC SINKS!!!!
like how funny is that? how can plastic sink? ok, maybe heavier plastic sinks but GENERALLY PLASTIC FLOATS RIGHT?! damn funny la my dad. my 2nd sis was like trying to prove her point so badly that she go internet to prove that she is right. and voila!! even the internet agress that plastic floats on water. its just that the heavier 1s sink thats all. i was laughing like mad la!! den i told my youngest sis no wonder her science always so lousy. coz daddy had been teaching oyu the wrong things. joker la my dad!!

2008-05-28T06:43:00.001-07:00

hi folks.
june 12-15: PBB camp. a camp that almost all girls fear? or maybe majority fear. heard from seniors dat this camp is tough, as its a training and selection camp ma. we go there, train and train and train. and its all about disicpline. and leadership. and initiative. and whatever you can name. really hope i can ace this camp. its de highest award a girl can achieve. its an honour i guess. an honour that i really want to have. anyway, good luck to me and all the GB girls going for this year's PBB nation wide.

2008-05-10T00:08:00.001-07:00

hi ppl...i noe i have not blogged for quite some time. went out with clong on last wed i think. just 1 dat after our paper ended. met her at j8. we actually wanted to eat some lucnh at home de den dunno why in de end both oso never eat. den my aunt came over to my place ind e morn. at around 11.30 like dat i going out of de hse liao, den my aunt oso going out. so she drived me there. i go there meet friend my aunt oso go there meet some 1. acutually she meeting her sister-in-law.(my uncle side) so ok lor. here's de good part. lunch was on her!! so me and cling got to eat crystal jade food FOC!! cool eh!! haha. after our lunch, we and cling went down to citylink to shop. guess wad ppl. I ACTUALLY BOUGHT A BANGLE AND A PAIR OF NF SHORTS!! lol. i oso bought a shirt similar to one of esther's outfit. like dat next time i and esther go out can wear same same. refering to cling too. den after dat, went to meet my mum to have free dinner again. hee hee.

had no sch on wed and thurs so slacked quite a little. but friday's sch dat was boring. i rather de sch let us off. we totally never do anything den might as well let us off wad. dunno why still mush come back sch. i rather zuo bo at home den zuo bo at sch. but den again, stay at home whole day oso sian, go sch oso sian. haiz. why so sian wan.

anyways, had GB 2dae(10 may). since we sec 4 le so no need report de same time as de rest of de coy. not bad la, but de exp sec 4s dun even need to come. so both me and jocelyn came to sch for training for drill stage 3. ok la not too bad. kinda enjoyed de training coz de weather damn nice, de wind damn shuang. dats all le ba. nth much to sae liao. got time i will TRY to CONSTANTLY update my blog.

2008-05-01T07:20:00.000-07:00

i wanna scream.
i wanna shout.
i wanna curse.
i wanna swear.
i wanna scream and shout and curse and swear like nobody's business.
friends come and go? wtf.
friends forever? wth.
brothers for life? right. so true.

2008-05-01T05:19:00.000-07:00

right. yesterday was such a 'whatever' day for me. dun wish to sae much la, but yea. damn 'whatever'. oso dunno wads de deal. dunno la. maybe its me or smth. don't know, don't care, don't bother. maybe this will be my slogan/motto or wadever you name it for me this year. see? im so 'whatever' again. ah shit la

2008-04-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

its a super late blog but who cares.
15 April 2008
esther!!! happy birthday!!!
frankly speaking, i know exactly how you feel. with them for 4 yrs liao, nth came from them.
noe dem for only 2 yrs, got so many things. k la, must admit im abit jealous but wad you expect? my characters says that im a very zhong gan qing person, how can dun jealous? actually i dunno la, once its belated no matter who much sincerity there is oso no use le. no meaning at all.
anyway, amos and company quite funny la, to tell de truth.
anyways, i have been feeling like dae recently. dunno why too. ah, who cares. i don't. my 'N's are WAY more impt then these trivial matters.

2008-04-12T03:12:00.000-07:00

went to sch in the morning for chinese prelim oral. i think i did pretty well ba, coz de teacher got sae fei chang hao. but maybe she just say say oni. lol. after my turn, i went to esther's hse find her coz we going Xinmin sec for their carnival/funfair. esther they all go there support her primary sch friend i go there support darling.(my cousin). pris got tell me dat her sch got carnival but never tell me when. den just nice esther friend there den she tell me is today so i oso tag along to support her lor, since she got come our sch carnival support me.

today outing let me make new friends. actually they are mostly esther's primary school friends la but for me considered new friend ma coz i never knew them. i think i still rmb all their names ba. er...guoquan, yiu liang, amos, kai xuan(esther is this the correct spelling?), cong ming(i think he not ur primary sch de ba), joleen. eh esther, like that oni rite? or still got more. ya so made some new friends lor. at first i thought i will become a mute in today's outing but not bad sia!! still got make friends. haha. not a bad outing!!

2008-04-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

just read esther's blog and found one very funny post. she said by cleaning up her room for her i am crazy. if i noe hor, i let her mum scold her suan le. coz dat day when i went to her house, halfway through, her mum came home. den not very long after, her mum went into her room and started scolding esther coa her room is in a total mess. (and it really is). den i was like. aiya help her clear up abit la, later after i go den her mum came in to spot check see her room even more messy den she die. i so kind wanna help her clear up her room so dat her mum wont scold her because of her very untidy room become i crazy. and esther, btw hor, wen i was clearing up ur room i realised dat you really have alot of rubbish. including EMPTY CONTAINERS. dats what's making ur room ssssssooooo messy. and please la, do some dusting of ur room cupboards and corners can? dey super dusty sia!!! haiz. kindness doesn't beget kindness. (direct translation i think)

anyway tml going sch to have chinese prelim oral, den after dat going xinmin with esther they all coz xinmin got funfair/carnival oso. esther go support friend, i go support cousin. haha.

2008-04-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

reply to tags
esther: i am not stupid. you are the stupid 1. 2dae still call me for nth den still ask me stupid questions abt amos. i already sae if you dun let me see and tok to de person i cannot imagine de person de wei ren de wad.

D.M: whoa lung infection seh.

shall blog abt 2dae. nth much happen. actually even if got smth happen to me oso become nth happen. lol. but smth did happen. dat stupid esther 2dae keep liar here, liar there. and the thing is i actually DREAMT dat she will do it 2dae!! to a certain extent, i think its cool coz this shows dat de telepathy between is good. but on the other hand, its really freaky and in this case. irritating!!! whoa. and she actually did it for almost de whole of english period. or shall i sae de whole of eng. totally felt like strangling her to make her shut up. but anyways, if she did not do dat, den she is not de esther i noe. haha. so lame. esther ah, i not saying you cannot like dat, but too many times in an hour really will make ppl buay tahan 1!!!

2008-04-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

hi ppl!! i noe i have not blogged for very long...got a few reasons...one of them is my stupid com still not working and i need use the laptop den de laptop always kena kope-ed by my sisters. another reason is that i fell sick. stupid la. at first was just my throat very pain. pain until swallow saliva oso pain, talk oso very pain. den i thought like dat oni, nvm de so i didn't care. den after a few days, de pain never go away, infect got worse. so my mum brought me to de doctor den de doctor sae is throat infection. normally throat infection is just infection, take medicine dat kind of thing. but for me i became fever. i oso dunno how come can become fever sia. den got fever not enough. my voice oso changed le. become not my usual pitch, plus i got running nose. damn hell la!!! sickening.

talking abt de fever, my fever was going up and down up and down for consecutive 3 days. den 1 day my mum decided to bring me to a chinese doctor for accupuncture and whatsoever. whoa. remind me never to go to a chinese doctor and haf accupuncture in my entire life anymore. de doctor put a few needles in my head and hands for i-dunno-how-long, my whole hand numb sia!! den my neck there damn suan!!! de doctor see me like dat oso faster faster take out all de needles. lol.

i sick until never go sch on friday. hmm...i wonder did any1 miss me? haha. kidding. i not so bhb. well...had a few get well soon msgs from esther, melody and anna. indeed, im better le. will be returning to sch on monday. cya!!

2008-03-31T08:11:00.001-07:00

stupid esther koh!!! told her not to post those pics yet she still go post. anyone with brains will noe that i TOTALLY spolit the whole pic la. told her NOT to post those photos we took yet she still never listen. always never listen one leh she. idiot la. next time lesser ppl go her blog den she noe man. tell her thing wont listen de leh. but anyway, if she EVER listens den not my esther le. heh heh. com's been giving lots pf problem these days so dats why never blog. now using my dad's com so shall blog a little

29 march
after gb, met ai zhen, esther and melody at J8 so celebrate my bdae. esther and anna treated me. haha. so cool. had my free firehouse coz dat day was my actual dae. oh and de table next to us oso had a little daughter whose celebrating her bdae coz i happen to saw de firehouse the waitress served her. all of us had bake rice except anna. she had omelette and topless 5. i finally rmb-ed esther's topless 5 ice-cream flavours!! namely: thin mint, sticky chewy choco, mocha almond fudge, (err...smth malt), and smth else. haha, looks like i still cant rmb de flavours. sorry esther!!! and we really have telepathy man. wen esther asked me wad colour shoebag i want, and after she told me all de colours, i told her i wanted blue. den she stupid la she. she go bluff me sae she buy another colour already. but den on dat day she handed me my present it was actually de blue dat i wanted!!! woots!! we rock man!!! haha, in conclusion, i really had a memorable celebration with them. and esther, i read ur 3 pg long 'essay' was touched. really.

2008-03-28T06:32:00.000-07:00

esther was kinda emo todae during english period. i asked her why she looked to sian so she told me smth that could be the reason. when i heard abt it, i was like, how could any1 be so dumb and petty man. i mean its like, lyk dat oni wad. i seriously dun see anything wrong. if you cannot keep a hold on ur own boyfriend than might as well shut up. dun just coz your boyfriend talks woth another person you get all so f-ked up. get a life man. make esther emo one more time i make sure i chop you into pieces and feed them to the stray dogs. bully my esther. idiot. never die before is it.

well...nth much happen after that. i think im hanging out too much wif esther le.(not dat its a bad thing. it never will. =)) i suddenly got SERIOUS short-term memory. cant even rmb wad happen 2dae sia. except that i got gb later in de day, after sch went sch behind eat wif anna, bought BBT on de way back sch, polished abit of my boots(stupid braden. sae gb no life), changed into nat tee, practice for GOH frm 3+ to 5+, went home watched abit of tv, showered and went for tuition, came back home after tuition photo-ed a song for ZQ and so on and so forth.

tml esther, melody, ai zhen and anna celebrating my bdae for me at swensen's!!! finally turned 16!!! haha. esther, dun worry, you are catching up soon.

2008-03-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

hi ppl!!!
have not gotten the chance to blog coz my com spoilt. dunno what happen lehx. one day i wanted to on the com den suddenly on liao de whole screen is blank de. as in like is black den got some i dunno wad words on it asking me to press this press that. den wen my dad came back i told him de prob lor. he yesterday call de singnet ppl den tell dem abt de problem. hope this prob can be settled asap coz i can't stand not having my hands on de computer keyboard even though i on com is for no reason de. heh heh.

anyway not much happen these past few days ba. just that emrolment service is coming le den must practice for de parade section. oh and i finally got to be in GOH!!! whoa i dunno wait how long just to be in GOH sia. finally got the chance. yay!! dunno what to sae le. shall wait for some crazy thing to happen so that i can blog it. haha

ciao!!

2008-03-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

与其不断追求你所想要的，不如享受你所有的。
不要再以你所失去的，而是点算你所剩余的。

i like these 2 sentences. i think its' really very meaningful

2008-03-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

ESTHER KOH HAS A SEXY AND MAN VOICE!!!!

haha. take that esther. now my turn mock you like crazy. muahahaha.
ok, not much today. went to sch as usual lor. but upon reaching sch met doro at sch gate there. i ask her how come she come so early when she already asked me to help her find her full-u ytd night. this dorothy ah, haiz. full-u oso can forget to bring home de. she ytd night msg me sae if i reach sch early can help her find her full-u. but den, 2dae when we go find her full-u, it was missing. i asked her where she lsat put it she sae she hang on de pipe in the canteen girl's toilet but 2dae when we go see not there le. and i first time see de canteen girl's toilet so clean sia. usually very dirty de.

so helped doro find lor. spent de whole morning free time helping her find her full-u. den in de end, is ms ng take de. haiz. if only we go ask ms ng earlier den no need go through all the trouble le. lol

anyways, timetable changed and we received de new timetable le. dunno why leh, but 2dae like free period day leh. almost all de classes like no teacher de leh.
okays, nth much already.
bye bye!!

2008-03-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

hi everybody.
lets see...went meet jocelyn at J8 2dae to go buy her nalgene bottle cover...wanted to go to the one at bishan but the shop close down le and then the other place she know that got sell is cwp, so went all the way to woodlands.

then after that met Gerk at J8 at abt 3 like that to go toBukit Merah to collect GC shirts. here's the funny part(to me). when we ereached bishan, Gerk said that she will board the train coz anyway same line ma, then after she boarded, she call me ask where are we. i told her weat the orange colour seat she oso told us she at the orange seat. turns out that me ans jocelyn as at the head, Gerk is at the tail of the trian.

then jocelyn say want go find Gerk a not, then i was like to many ppl how to cross? coz we dont want to keep saying excuse me wad. so jocelyn suggesed that at any stop that we stop at, we run out and thn run down a few doors then run in again. and that's exactly wad we did. dunno why la but wewere laughing like mad all the way lor.

after we finally reached the shirt shop, the aunty was so nice as she gave us $15 to take taxi back to sch church. her reason was coz raning so ask us take taxi back, and even gave us money. haha. so kind man. yup, so after we reach sch church, went to church office, sort out the shirts there lor. according to grps and stuff. after that, met theresa, had dinner, went to 'polly's house' and then went home. todae was kinda fun though. looking kinda forward to tml's camp!!!

2008-03-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

came across smth i shouldn't today.

after that night's convo, i decided to let it go. maybe i should learn to accept that the fact that tsome things do change over time. its a matter of how you see the change.

yup. so i've come to terms with the change. when there is the need for the distance, i will keep the distance. some things will change, but some will not.
and that change that will nto change is the brotherhood between you and me.

2008-03-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

shall blog abt sat's carnival.
hmmm...was quite fun although i didn't really get to enjoy de whole thing coz of my games stall and GB. as i promised, i gave esther half of my tickets. yup. den after dat, my dad called to sae that he has a whole bklet of tickets to give me. im lyk, cool!!! so took the tickets lor.

den after dat, esther said she wanna buy some stuff toys and some hello kitty thingy but not enough tickets so i gave her all my tickets. $120 in total. esther is to rich on the 8th of march man.

eh...den had to salute morning GOH and afternoon GOH. now den i realise terence voice super loud sia. btw, wen i was doing afternoon GOH, i had to do crowd control as well. and thats where all the fructrations come in. de ppl who wre told to clear de roads were like, whoa de GOH so dua meh, must clear road for him. i was so pissed la. but i told myself im wearing GB uniform and thus represening GB so i kept my cool through out lor

but de good thing is, Ms Chong gave us mcdonald treat!!! yay!!! and as esther was thirsty, i shared my coke with her. our game was kinda successful ba, didn't get to count how much we earned

oh!! and sorry to all brothers for not hearing de dedication!!! sorry!! sorry!!
so here's MY dedication to all my brothers: thanks for being brothers for like 4 years le...hope we can be brothers for life. Brothers forever.

thats abt it. bye ppl!!

2008-03-07T06:44:00.000-08:00

really sorri and apologetic to sirbest for getting him into trouble for asking him to bring some stuff to sch for de games

truly apologetic to all those ppl in games comm. dun ask why but just sorry to every1 of you.

2008-03-07T06:26:00.000-08:00

super busy day today....sch ended early today to let us set up our games and food stall...so after sch ended, de whole games comm went to class to do our 'house'...den halfway, anna had to leave, coz she said she was nt feeling herself so let her go lor. i mean, like what can i do

den as time goes by, de games comm manpower began to get smaller and smaller. (if you noe wad i mean)

2dae's w f-king stress day. not oni my games comm ppl got smaller and smaller abry 1 min or so, ppl haf to gif me probs on not listening to instrustions.

tell you what to do is not being unappreciative you fuck-tard. dun understand is ur fucking problem. its nt i 1 peson make decisions. i consulted every1. you dunno how to JOIN IN den shut the fuck up.

i really fail as i games IC man.
btw, sorri esther 4 de recess thingy
yuwen: thanks for helping out in alot for de games comm.

To all games comm ppl who helped WILLINGLY and w/o silly complaints: Thank you for ur cont. help for this JJ Fair. really appreciated it.

2008-03-06T04:41:00.000-08:00

hi all!!!

just got a blog done up for me by esther 2dae...
lets see...2dae, went to sirbest hse void deck to do our JJ Fair stuff...mainly the 疑点 and the furniture needed to decorate our classrm to make it look lyk a house...yup...was fun, as this is like the 1st time i see all of us so united in gettings done up.

b4 that, we had to go buy our things which means shopping!!!
alot of us agreed that it was fun going around buying things...had a sense of bonding-ness with the games commitee ppl who went. nth much to add already.

bye bye!!

New blog.

2008-03-05T17:01:00.001-08:00

Test test.

Just to tell you guys i'm a big fat liar. :D

New blog.

2008-03-05T17:01:00.000-08:00

Test test.

Just to tell you guys i'm a big fat liar. :