I ♥ Music

Thursday, June 26, 2008,4:41 AM

i think im so dead la. i now very well that either mon or tues is my O-level prelim and yet i not stdying at all man...by right, i confirm chiong like mad de but den dunno why now not even studying leh...see? still got time go read other ppl blog, update my own, go msn stare at who on9 and all sorts of nonsense except studying maths. just now, i told myself on com go mr tan mlg dl maths paper 1 and do. after dat where i wander off to? everywhere except mr tan mlg. haiz...can some1 wake me up? but not after september please. coz sep is N-level.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008,6:55 AM

i really feel like disappearing forever. i feel so bad towards dad. he tried to open up to me but i keep pushing him away. he meant for my own good but i always made sure he shut up. he wanted to know more about my tuition environment but i made sure he made me embarrased. sometimes i really wish my dad treated me as rubbish, but he is always so kind and so...i dunno la!!! i suck. i seriously do. i love my dad. i dun wanna do this to him. but i xcant seem to put my fucking pride down!!!!!!! how i wish God would put a lightning bolt right into my heart. i dun even know wad my existence is for. fuck.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008,7:32 AM

if you ppl reading my blog adn find that my blog is very unorganised, i apologise coz i dunno how to organise my stuff. lets see...i think im gonna try and recall wad happen during PBB then write dem here.
Day 1
reported in full-u at 7++ at GBHQ with jocelyn...cabbed with her to HQ. at first she told me take tasi only 10 mins, i didn't believe her coz im like we bishan kiang leh, kovan so far, how can 10 mins reach. but den i was wring...a while later reach liao!! end up we very early reach there. wenmin couldn't come coz she halfway sick so oni 3 came from 5th coy. after that we all went up to the hall to sit with our group ppl for the camp. im in humility(humility rocks)!!! ok, during the some free time in between i talked to the ppl in de grp and got to know them...surprisingly after a while only my group became bonded le..dunno why oso...hello here hello there den bond liao. lol. after that we had group planning. in PBB, the camp is runned byus. we were only given like 1 hr or so so plan the things we had to plan. den we are assesed by how we plan how we lead the programme and planning. my group had to plan day 1 games, day 2 breakfst, day 3 energizer and last day lunch. de officers damn not happy with this yr breakfast compared to last yr. last yr got mayo egg sia!!! this yr de officers had to DIY so they were disappointed. sad. my grp bonded kinda fast though...talk a while nia den we like 10-yr friend liao. haha!!! miss all of them sia.
anyway, had BK test on de first day and all 3 of us PASS!!! laura was proud of us.(i think) sad thing is first night oni tio punishment liao. lol. punishment was to stand in senandiry position for 10 mins. i was like counting de number of cars passing to keep myself steady sia.

i give up la. lazy type out all de details. anyway, if any1 wants to noe can come ask me verbally. 4 days too much to write le. hee hee

Monday, June 16, 2008,7:34 AM

i miss dawn's crankyness.
i miss pei ling's OMM CHI CHI!!
i miss shi hui's ABC(agape bimbo club)
i miss sabrina's roll-her-eyes kind of look
i miss jazzlyn's innocence and accompany
i miss shirleen's bubblyness
i miss giselle's participation
I MISS EVERYONE FROM PBB HUMILITY'08!!!!!!!!!!!
hope july comes faster so that i can look forward to seeing all of us get out brooch(i hope)
looking forward to a humility group outing!!
always keep in touch!

,12:43 AM

LUCKY: Look Up Christ Knows You
an acronym by Ms Jenny Gan. man, i miss PBB'08. i miss Humility. i miss everyone in the group.
anyway, last night after coming home from PBB i was seriously half dead. super tired la wa liao. coz saturday i slept at 1 in de morning and woke up at like 6 afterwards. reason bring everyone was being punished. my group got extra ounishment coz we abandon each other. but its ok coz we are a group and no one should bear grudges against each other. so in de end we slept at 1 woke up at 6. and i went home on sunday at abt 7+ and went to bed at 9.30 and ended up waking up at 12.30 on monday which is today. first time i wake up so late sia!! im so gonna miss this PBB camp and group Humility!!

Monday, June 9, 2008,3:27 AM

omg!! indiana jones and the kindom of skulls is nice to watch!!! (psst:de best part is i watched it for free.) hee hee. anyway, watched it with my parents and youngest sis coz youger sis in camp and she watched it already. damn nice la the show. i dun really quite understand de beginnning thought. it was some kiddos tryin to race some army guys or smth. never pay much attention to dat part. but de later part of de movie was nice. action yet funny at de same time. i dunno why la but i think de lead actor kinda familiar leh, forgotten wad movie i saw him in before. lead actor's name is Harisson Ford i think. cant' really rmb. cool show man. those who havent watch and wondering wad movie to catch, go try Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crsytal Skull.

Monday, June 2, 2008,3:30 AM

okay, i just realise im a very heartless person.
Reason: these few days my sis was wathing Stairway to Heaven. She was crying like mad coz the dumb show is super NOT touching yet she cry until the whole dustbin full of tisse paper. damn waste tissue la. i joined her here and there and i seriously dun think de show i sad. main point is the dhow is SO NOT TOUCHING at all.