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Thursday, July 30, 2009,7:18 AM

great. in another dunno how many hours later, my sis is going to confirm whether she officially got H1N1 or not. yesterday she had fever reaching up to 39 deg. then today she started developing cough. and seriously la, i dunno what my dad is thinking man. he actually said dun need to see doctor again to confirm whether my sis really got H1N1 coz he 'WAS JUST TRYING TO SAVE A PENNY OR TWO'. like WTF la! really feel like telling my dad to' wake up, its your daughter tat might have H1N1 and here you are trying to save a penny or two?!' arrgh. so freaking angry and disappointed at my dad. dunno why la but recently i seriously have been having issues with my dad. how it started, when it started, i dunno how and i dunno why. i never fail to wonder wad happened to my relationship with my dad and i. wad cuased the strain? is it me? i dunno. i really dunno. i know my dad can feel it too, just tat he did not ackonwledge the fact or he was hoping the situation would change for the better. its mine too, but i just dunno how to go about it. i know i should start by changing my attitude towards my dad but i just cant seem to want to start and try to change it! maybe its those 'teenager rebelling thingy'? i dunno. i just wish i would get some answers, right here, right now.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009,7:55 AM

okay, here to blog again. past 2 days was a pathetic waste of time. why? coz we practically did nothing at school. okay if you consider checking paper and doing corrections for some questions doing work then we did work lor. but seriously, it was a really waste time. the whole class was like damn dead la!! the moment got free period only almost every one died. thse who survived saved their lives through talking. those who died, well, you know how they died. and given that almost everyone is feeling the stress now, the whole class just seem to have lost the spirit. i dunno how to say la but i just feel tat the class these few days really damn sian-looking. haiz. can only hope things will turn out better.

Sunday, July 26, 2009,7:05 AM

finally blogger is back to its old self. blogger is really crazy man, a few days okay, a few days not okay. these few days blogger was messy!!! the whole page is haywire man. hmm, so here's a very compiled post. let's see, just finish prelims like around last week? the very last paper was add maths paper 2. thought it was more do-able than paper 1? i know i no hope to pass add maths but at least i think i got hope tat i wont fail until so jialat. maybe a 40+ fail grade? should be able to acheieve ba. havent been hanging out with close friends lately and guess what. im kinda having the feeling tat there's going to be a gap real soon and its gonna expand at a freaking rapid rate. have thought of this problem before, but somehow i just cant come up with a solution. going out may seem to be the solution but yet on the other hand its not. oh well. maybe i'll just let things happen naturally. no point thinking so much anyway. lol

oh!! and my family is totally raging war man. on what? on pigeons. stupid, weird, crazy, you name it. ever since my mum found out tat hust outside my house there were a few pigeons, she started trying to whack them like crazy. usage of sticks, spray water, using discs for relfection and even looking up the Net for ideas to scare away pigeons. damn funny seeing the way my mum react as if those pigeons owe her something their past lives. anyway, they finally resorted to writing a letter to the town council and demand tat they do something. i hope something's been done, coz my mum's constant battle with the pigeons is getting to me. so tats all ppl!!! bye!!

Friday, July 17, 2009,6:53 AM

*screams and grins with satisfaction!!* why? coz i watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went with Bread to cini to catch tat show. and because its a really nice show, nost of teh good seats were taken up, if you know wad i mean. so since i die die oso tml *which is today* settled for the side seats (to Bread: my neck is very de suan ah.......) you ppl should know wad i mean la hor. haha. ok, the movies is fantastic i tell you!! its freaking funny la, although not as funny as TFM2, but i laughed alot. and i cant believe Bread slept during the show!! okay, she never sleep alot la but she still slept!! such a nice show and she slept!! with me watching with her some more. hah, then the first few minutes still bug me like dunno wad like tat. haiya. lol. actuallly i was kinda disappointed la. coz i rmb a lot from the book but quite a handful never come out in the movie. maybe because like tat already very long if they add mroe details will be an even longer show. but oh well. overall, im still happy!!!!!!!! haha!!!!!!!!!good show to catch and spend the weekend with!!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009,2:47 AM

what the heck. i just opened my email, saw 1 message in there, opened it, and saw that it was form Tagged. Stupid thing. shouldn't have signed up for it. my mood totally went down when i saw that it was not from the DPA thingy. stupid piece of shit. =(

Wednesday, July 15, 2009,3:47 AM

here's a combined post. had chem yesterday, and i thought that the paper was okay? not bad though, expected it to be a killer paper,(not that i will ace it if its a killer paper) but coz its prelims and stuff i thought the teachers would take the chacne to 'kill' us. lol. just kidding though. then had physics and geog papers today. one word: die. why? coz it was tough. geog was totally tough for me. iwas staring at the paper and going 'what the heck?!' and when its time for physics, i kinad started of well, but as the questions proceeded, i could feel myself dying. really dying. the physics paper was freaking tought la!!! seriously!!! i could totally feel my brain cells crying out for help. julia, melo, cling and shernet, i think mr ng is gonna eat us for breakfast, lunch and dinner and still not full. he's serioudly gonna kill us man. no mercy at all. and guess what. tml is add maths!!! another sure die paper. wa lao. just how many killer papers do i have man. haiz. no choice. must study, die die also must study. so im cutting away from the computer for....tonight? haha. bye ppl!!

Monday, July 13, 2009,4:33 AM

just got back from a kinda productive study session with Bread? hmm. anyway met Bread at j8 today at around 1 then we headed to the Bishan CC to study Chem. Kinda productive, i would say, but notice i did not say it was very productive. only kinda. haha you get wad i mean. not bad ba, learnt about some stuff and we shared some stuff as well. ok, gotta go get some real studying.

Friday, July 10, 2009,7:55 AM

okay...here to blog again. school reopened 3 days ago, then i stil kinda have problems fitting in? first day still okay, very energetic, looking forward. but after tat literally felt like dying la wa lao. so, had chinese oral 2 days ago and my topic was on whether students should be friends with teachers. i think i answered okay la, tbu i felt as if i could say much more yet i never say. now abit regret? but too late for regrets i guess. had submiited my DPA not too long ago. i rmb last time me and sirbest were saying i dun want end up in the same poly as him, (he knows why) but in the end, we ended up applying for the same poly!! but diff course off course. apply same course i dun need survive liao loh. haha. really hope i can get shortlisted and tehn go for the interveiw and then secure my place in a poly and especially the poly and course tat i really want to be in. hope all goes well!!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009,8:36 AM

just got back from transformers not too long ago. went to watch it at cineleisure with abby, sirbest, spencer, kenneth and timothy. super awesome cool show. funny as well. laughed liked hell man. i repeat, its a super awesome cool show. those who are thinking of wad movie to watch during the weekends or smth, i strongly recommend transformers 2. its definitely worth your money. seriosly. anyway, came back and had to print some homework. im seriously pissed with my printer and comp man. so irritatated with it la wth. stupid printe. stupid computer. spoil my mood like crap. arrhg. wadever man. the main thing here is, ppl!!1 go watch transformers 2!!! its a hell of a good show.