Saturday, March 21, 2009,7:51 PM
just got back from drill comp ytd. those who are reading, dun ask about teh results. you all will know when we announce to the school but it wont be on monday. ***** the entire trip back from nee soon camp all the way to school. everyone form my senior team was blaming themselves when that should not. it was my fault for not leading them well, my fault for not shouting nearer to them so that they can hear my command. i was really heartbroken when i saw them blaming themselves for the mistakes that they did and even more heartbroken to see them coming to me and apologising to me for not doing a good job. to all my senior team people: i have never been so proud of all of you before. although i know that during training there were times where you all gave super good bangs, but that time in the hall of nee soon camp was the best bang and best pd perfornance that you all put up. jus tto let you all know, when you all just came into the parade square, your 'sha qi' impressed everyone. many other people from other companies were 'wowed' by your performance. even our own people were impressed by your 'pandan'. the jerk was so nice!!!! its was your best 'pandan' ever. rachel, su qi, winnie, denise, min wei, Cher, sarah, pui ying, jasmine, shu min, joey, joy, kassandra, Tan and leandra. please do not blame yourselves for wad happened on sat. you all did your best and that is wad matters to me the most. continue to strive hard for gb okay?
Tuesday, March 17, 2009,6:30 AM
here to update something that i should have updated 4 days ago. anyway, 4 days ago, on the 13 of march, we had DE. then for DE all must wear formal ma, so for the girls this means wearing dresses and stuff which is wad i HATE the most. and then to make thigns worse, sirbest, JH, don, nick they all have to keep saying they are looking forward to DE coz they want see me in dress. im like, wa lao!! i get the whole point la, no need to keep saying ma. then on that day, after we came back form nyp to change into our DE stuff, i changed with cling at the 2nd floor toilet. damn suay la. i thought the 'staring' will be made at the canteen only leh. then hor, when marilyn and shareen (who were in the same toilet as me) said that JH was outside, i stupidly went out to check IN MY DRESS!! stupidest mistake i ever made. anyway, the moment i was at the canteen and everyone saw me in my dress including my senior team ppl, they were like saying i look nice and stuff la. but to tell you all the truth, only esther felt wad i felt. uncomfortable or maybe weird is a better word. another interesting thing is that, im stioll too chor lor that by the time i walked from safra to the mrt station, the rubber thingy at the bottom of my heels were frictioned off. pro rite. ppl wear heels i oso wear, but im the only 1 that wear until the rubber thingy of the heels werew frictioned off. lol. so, thats it!! and of my most recent and kinda hot topic update.